I have recently....OK longer then recently been faced with numerous storms. Storms that ride hard and test the structural integrity of your soul. I have always been my own captain , my own map and when things went bad I had to figure them out on my own. Of course I would always ask my moms advice but now I have to find it in my heart what I think her answer or advice would be.
I am so lucky to have an umbrella , bomb shelter, bullet proof vest.....husband. I was recently faced with a storm and I think Eric was more scared of facing then I was but it came after only me. My mom must have been with me when it hit because I stayed perfectly calm......My heart kept perfect beat, my breath was even, My face didn't get hot and red, I just simply walked away from it. Eric on the other hand faced it for me. He stood up to the storm and let it know that he wouldn't let it hurt me.
It is so interesting how the things hell bent on breaking two people apart are the exact things that build a stronger relationship. I am so lucky to have such an amazing person in my life, I have never had someone stand up for me like that before. Aside from my mom. I feel so happy and proud.
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